Oh my God! My God this can't be happening!
God tell me, tell me this isn't real!
I can't believe all that I have
foreseen is finally happening
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel
I always knew I always saw it coming
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to
exist, just disappear Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have I felt so lost Memories dull my senses
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have I felt so dead
Once felt so warm, no I'm fucking freezing
I am the once embraced abandoned one
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing;
no relief was mine, I was burnt, by the sun